Haunted by atrocities, Bucha survivors slowly start to rebuild

Al Majalla talks to people in city near Kyiv who recall painful memories of last year’s Russian invasion

The town of Bucha near Kyiv one year after a massacre. Feb. 22, 2023.
Shelly Kittleson
The town of Bucha near Kyiv one year after a massacre. Feb. 22, 2023.

Haunted by atrocities, Bucha survivors slowly start to rebuild

Bucha: When his son called him in the early morning hours of the invasion last year to tell him the news, Leonid refused to believe it.

Even though he was here: in this gateway town to the Ukrainian capital whose name has since become synonymous for many of a massacre for which some say Russia may face prosecution in an international tribunal.

In the days following Russia’s 24 February invasion last year, Leonid would be involved in evacuations, helping those in need, scouting out Russian positions and informing on them.

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Ukrainian man from Bucha who served for years in the Russian army but was stuck under Russian occuption of his own town last year. Feb. 22, 2023

However, the 56-year-old former lieutenant colonel told Al Majalla in an interview in late February in this town northwest of Kyiv, he still wonders what could have been done differently and how he could have helped stop the quick takeover of his hometown.

Survivors’ guilt, but also that of those whose experience should perhaps have served them better, he implied.

“For myself and those of my generation, it is extremely painful,” the former officer who had spent decades serving in the Russia forces said.

Caught off-guard

Leonid had left bucolic Bucha in his youth only to retire here for a life of calm a decade ago.

And though the local authorities in Bucha had asked for weapons from Kyiv in the months leading up to the invasion, he said, the speed at which a theoretical chess game turned into a horrific reality caught them all off-guard.

One woman Al Majalla spoke to in another area of Ukraine, who is in close daily contact with a soldier one the frontlines, described the situation there as of 1 March as “the birds [rockets, drones, etc.] are flying” in the embattled region of Donetsk where he is.

However, for the moment at least, “we have something to feed them with”: i.e., ammunition and weapons.

“There was the will to resist here but we couldn’t. We simply didn’t have the means,” to do so, Leonid told Al Majalla in the interview.

In answering questions at a 24 February press conference in Kyiv on the one-year anniversary of the massive Russian invasion, Ukrainian president Volodymyr Zelenskyy said that the most frightening thing he had seen during the war was what happened in Bucha.

"It was terrifying because we saw this. We really saw that the devil is not somewhere else, he is here,” he said.

Many media outlets that had been in Kyiv gained almost immediate access to Bucha, only about half an hour away by car, after Russian forces were completely pushed out of the city by 1 April last year.

Extensive documentation

This accessibility has led to extensive documentation of what many claim are war crimes by the Russian forces.

The Ukrainian president added in the press conference that, “Who disappointed me? All those who left on the 24th [February 2022}. All those who left Kyiv. Those who left the cities, and villages, [those who] were supposed to govern the state or protect it, and fight for it. All these people disappointed me.”

Leonid’s inability to foresee things as they would be, and to forestall them, still “pains him deeply”, he said.

But Leonid didn’t leave. Not this time.

Despite his military background, the former officer told Al Majalla that he had envisioned many times how Russia might invade his home nation.

“I had analysed the situation from the point of view of my previous life and previous knowledge,” gained in the Russian military, he stressed in struggling to explain things he has yet to fully explain to himself.

Realities and circumstances can change quickly, and he retired over a decade ago, he noted.

Many in Kyiv once aspired to buy a home among the forests and relatively clean air here. Signs offer flats for sale and rent. Scars remain but fewer than could be reasonably expected, given the hundreds killed here.

Vigorous work has been underway in this town to rebuild and reface since shortly after the Russians were pushed out at the end of March last year. Bridge reconstruction is well underway.

Exotic fruits are well stocked in the supermarkets. Multiple varieties of mangoes and pineapple flank a special on kiwis and dozens of varieties of bottled mineral water. Inhabitants walk their dogs in the spacious parks amid the freezing cold.

Visible and invisible scars remain but so do many of the population, even those with the means to go elsewhere.

Visible and invisible scars remain (in Bucha) but so do many of the population, even those with the means to go elsewhere.

One Kyiv resident in his 30s in the town for the day told Al Majalla that he "would buy a place here, if I could. It would be a great place to get away from the traffic and buzz of Kyiv but close enough to commute to it daily," he noted.

A graveyard where some of the victims were buried in haste and en masse and later dug up near the church has little to show for what happened to hundreds — according to local authorities — here not so long ago, though many foreign dignitaries have come to the place to pay their respects in relative safety in recent months.

A UN report issued in December stated that, "In the town of Bucha near Kyiv, which was under the control of Russian troops from 5 to 30 March, the Mission documented the killing of 73 civilians (54 men, 16 women, 2 boys and 1 girl) and is in the process of corroborating an additional 105 alleged killings."

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Church in Bucha next to which mass graves were found. Feb. 22, 2023.

The Head of the UN Human Rights Monitoring Mission in Ukraine, Matilda Bogner, said that, "Russian soldiers brought civilians to makeshift places of detention and then executed them in captivity. Many of the victims' bodies were found with their hands tied behind their backs and gunshot wounds to their heads."

Russian soldiers brought civilians to makeshift places of detention and then executed them in captivity. Many of the victims' bodies were found with their hands tied behind their backs and gunshot wounds to their heads.

Matilda Bogner, Head of the UN Human Rights Monitoring Mission in Ukraine

Destroyed Russian tanks and other vehicles still line parts of the road between Bucha and Kyiv, a grim reminder of the proximity of the border with Russia-aligned Belarus.

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Russian tanks on the road between Kyiv and Bucha. Feb. 22, 2023.

Russia staged part of its invasion last year from Belarus territory, via the shortest possible land route to Ukraine's capital.

Narrow escape from execution

Less than two weeks after the first Russian soldiers entered the town in late February 2022, Leonid would be arrested and narrowly miss being executed himself.

He pulled out his phone and showed Al Majalla gruesome photos of corpses as well as what he said was a booby-trapped corpse.

When "we received orders to separate males over age 16 from women and children," he said, his voice trailing off. "It was terrible."

"I still look at this photo, often," he said, showing one of male corpses with their hands tied behind their backs, from behind.

"I was arrested with others on 10 March," he said. "These bodies were found on 1 April when the city was liberated. We checked for bodies and we realised that those killed had been in the same situation as we had been."

"I am certain that the main reason we were able to survive was the chaos in the Russian army. Their poor preparation," he said.

He and other men were arrested by one unit and handed over to another, he noted. The second unit "had to leave in the morning and didn't know what to do with us," he claimed.

"When Russians first occupied Bucha, some of the officers thought that they had arrived in Kyiv when they saw high residential buildings, clean streets, McDonalds," he claimed, scoffing with obvious disdain.

"We were lucky, but many were not. The Russians are barbarians. They saw people in good [economic] conditions and they are from poorer areas. They were angry about this. Envious," he claimed.

The Russians are barbarians. They saw people in good [economic] conditions and they are from poorer areas. They were angry about this. Envious.

Leonid, former Ukrainian lieutenant colonel

"They came from Siberia, the far east," he claimed in relation to those who arrested him. "I lived in Russia. I can tell."

Leonid had been born in Bucha but had spent decades in Russia studying and then serving in the Russian forces.

He spent many of his years serving in Russia's eastern region of Khabarovsk, he said, where "Russia also sent many Ukrainian prisoners".

Another image he says he will never forget is that of when the Russians entered Bucha, compared with when they left.

"When they entered the town, they were on top of tanks, looking all around, confident. When they left they were rushing out. Looting anything they could. Blankets, appliances, whatever," he said.

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Destroyed Russian tanks on the road between Kyiv and Bucha. Feb. 22, 2023

Would-be conquerors that had become lowly thieves, scurrying away, he implied.

"Europeans can visit St. Petersburg and Moscow and see these cities as 'Europe'. But you journalists should understand that there is no Europe in Russian minds," he claimed, his voice rising. "Most Russians are not from these cities."

"You need to understand the way of thinking of Russians that do not live in those two cities," he added, noting that most of those fighting in Ukrainian territory are from the country's more impoverished and outlying regions.

Russia's defence ministry said in a statement issued in April after the initial reports of atrocities committed in Bucha were a "provocation," and that no resident of Bucha suffered violence at the hands of Russian troops.

However, New York Times reporters "spent months in Bucha after Russian forces withdrew, interviewing residents, collecting vast troves of security camera footage and obtaining exclusive records from government sources.

In New York, Times investigators analysed the materials and reconstructed the killings along this one street down to the minute (...) It all points to a brazen and bloody campaign," according to a detailed article published in late December.

The International Criminal Court has opened an investigation into atrocities in Ukraine.

"My brother still lives there [in Russia] but I can't listen to what he says. I don't speak to him anymore. Our parents were here under the bombing and yet he still believes what the Russians claim," Leonid told Al Majalla in the interview in Bucha, angrily.

Angry and possibly scared, as many here are, amid all the attempts to rebuild homes and lives even as battles rage on hundreds of kilometres to the east.

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