The day a bird saved me

The Lebanese civil war revealed many absurdities, contradictions, and lessons, all evident in this strange event

Syrian writer Khalida Saeeda recalls a strange encounter she experienced during Lebanon's civil war, where a moment of panic revealed one man's true nature.
Marian Moratinos
Syrian writer Khalida Saeeda recalls a strange encounter she experienced during Lebanon's civil war, where a moment of panic revealed one man's true nature.

The day a bird saved me

In the Lebanese war, which alternated between civil war and Israeli aggression, there were many situations where people’s true colours showed — some altruistic and some completely absurd.

During times of intense shelling or Israeli air strikes on Beirut, we would gather in shelters. People’s true nature would be revealed in these moments of panic, highlighting their vulnerability or resilience. This holds true for anyone under bombardment, anywhere in the world.

During the war, I lived with my family in a neighbourhood in the Mazraa area, close to the Mir Bashir barracks and a short distance from the Lebanese University buildings, in what is still referred to as West Beirut.

Amid a series of bombings, I found myself alone with my daughter in Beirut while the rest of the family was away. A friend who lived near Al-Hamra Street offered us shelter in her home for safety.

After entrusting our beloved bird to the neighbours, who chose to remain in the building, we left. However, the bombing in the western region intensified. The neighbours who had taken in the bird called me to say they were heading to the mountains. This meant that we needed to retrieve the bird.

I entrusted my daughter to friends and went to collect the bird. When I came back, I held the cage and stood on the sidewalk of Al-Mazraa Street, in front of the UNESCO Pharmacy, while the bombing continued. Nothing in how I dressed could reveal my religious beliefs or any other affiliation.

I made several attempts to flag down a taxi. However, numerous cars sped by without stopping. I nearly gave up and continued walking, even though the safe place where I had left my youngest daughter was still far away.

Out of nowhere, a fast-moving car zoomed past. Soon after, the screeching sound of brakes filled the air. The car stopped and reversed to where I stood.

When I saw you, a woman and a bird, amid the bombardment, I felt concerned for the bird. Thinking about it being afraid compelled me to stop.

Taxi driver

The driver inquired about my destination, and I replied that it was the end of Al-Hamra Street. He said, "Come in. I'll see where I can drop you off. You may have to walk a bit."

As we drove off, he told me he wasn't working as a driver at the moment due to the dangerous conditions but had ventured out to buy bread for his children.

"However, when I saw you, a woman and a bird, amid the bombardment, I felt concerned for the bird. Thinking about it being afraid compelled me to stop," the man explained.

He then assured me he would find a safe place to drop me off. 

I got in the car with the bird that saved my life as the sound of shelling continued. The kind driver didn't inquire about my identity, religion, or political beliefs, even though targeting people based on these factors was common during the civil war. 

He drove me to a location near Al-Hamra Street, not far from where I needed to go. He wouldn't accept the money I offered him for the ride, even though I insisted. I graciously accepted a loaf of bread he generously offered.

I placed the money on the seat underneath the loaf of bread and got out of the car with the bird. As I stood there, I couldn't help but think about the stark contrast between the driver's act of rescuing a stranger because he felt compassion for a bird and the violence of the missiles being exchanged by both sides, putting innocent lives at risk. 

The civil war revealed many absurdities, contradictions, and lessons, all evident in this bizarre event, filled with generosity and innocence. 

Thank you, bird. 

Thank you a thousand times, the friend of birds,

And to my beloved Beirut, I'm sorry a million times over.

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